I´m not quite sure what happened, but suddenly and quite unexpectedly - for me at least - I am back in the dumps. The medication I am on have now so limited the scope and depths of my feelings that everything seems connected with "tired". "Happy and tired", "doing fine and tired", "sad and tired", "bored and tired" and sometimes even "tired and tired".
Even I get bored with myself, its no wonder that others do too.
The way I know if I am feeling better or worse is if I wish contact with others or not. Right now I just avoid contact, I can easily do that in first life by turning off the cellphone or simply by refusing to answer, in SecondLife it´s not that easy, so I am staying away until my mood changes.
Even I get bored with myself, its no wonder that others do too.
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Feel better fast Bock - we are never bored of you my friend. Big Hug. Torro.
ReplyDeleteHope you feel better soon, my friend! Tired and bored are not the words I would use to describe you... devastatingly handsome;always patient and kind; tons of fun; and looks good in curlers :) hmmmm, yes those are much better :)
ReplyDeleteBig hugggssss!
Buddy, i am sure you will come back soon with tons of energy don´t worry, also winter time is always harder compared to summer and shiny days :) Hugs
ReplyDeleteyou have had two major colds in a very short period of time no wonder you feel down in the dumps... its damp grey and rainy outside... it will pick up and get better. talk to your nice DR and see if you should up your meds for a while...and hey cough meds (if you are taking the one we have talked about before) can equalize your antideps meds did you know that? get well soon buddy and we miss you hugs:)
ReplyDeleteoh Handsome, the unspeakable things I could do to you to make you smile! Best not go there ;)
ReplyDeleteI have never met you in first or second life, but judging from your blog, boring is the last thing you are. Depression is a terrible thing for making someone lose perspective and see things negatively. I do hope you feel better soon.
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