Ars really loved teddy bears, we had them all over the place and I got a new one for every rezday, birthday, Christmas and any other occasion.
Ars´s sister Debbie told me it was the same in his first life. When Ars father and Debbie were emptying the house where he had been living for several years, they found a room completely filled with teddy bears.
I have put out a lot of the bears at the memorial place on Southern Charm and yesterday I just felt like sitting down among them and together with them wait for his return.
I miss him so it hurts sometimes, while other days I can think of him with joy and great pride. I guess some would call it ixiotic behavior but I just cannot let go - not yet.