Some days are just crappy, whatever one does or tries everything just turns out wrong or goes sour. Yesterday I was in a peculiar mood. Not tired, angry or sad or anything seriously bad, just edgy, restless and oversensitive. A remark here or there would just get me me in a foul state.
I avoided
Butch all evening because he pissed me off with a remark he made early on - or perhaps didn't make. All the while I was ashamed for doing so because he had every right saying what he did or didn't say.
Another guy made a remark about me at The Grenouille Inn on the Yadkin sim, something to the effect that "
Now Bock is going to do his usual faggoty thing", which for some reason totally set me off. So much so that if he had been in the same room I would probably have kicked him in the balls, instead I thought what the hell and put on my red Prestige boots from Bax while dancing on a bar counter for his benefit, forgetting that there are always cameras in SecondLife. When I later saw that Helene had posted pictures of me in my Prestige boots on
Facebook, that pissed me off too...
Today I am laughing at it all and wondering to myself what was going on. I'm leaving that behind and will tell you instead what was good about yesterday, although I sadly didn't take any pictures.
The good things yesterday included, but were in no way limited to,
- A concert by the Swedish band KAOS that made its debut is SecondLife. It was a totally WOW-ing experience and I am looking forward to hearing more from them in the future. (For more information about them, videos etc. please visit their website KAOS).
- Having a long talk with Dej and sensing that we could get along fine despite the fact that we were both in a crabby mood.
- Visiting Romanum during their ongoing Wine Festival and finding a place to purchase new togas.
- Re-friending Loch Wolfhunter, he has been away for awhile and had been culled from my friends list as one of those lost to first life. Fortunately he was a good sport and did not hold my culling against me.
- Visiting the ongoing Boystown Pride.
- Installing my new Dennis-dances from HUMANOID in my dance-HUD and loving them.
As
Nina Simone sings "
It's a new dawn, it's a new day, it's a new life for me... and I'm feeling good!"
