In hindsight I don´t really understand why I thought that my kind Hungarian-Swedish doctor would cut me off from the medication I feel I still need, perhaps it was because many have told me that two years is a long time and that they were cut off much earlier.
My doctor is actually one of only three doctors I have met in my life as a patient who doesn't only pretend to listen but proves again and again that he hears what I am saying - and sometimes even what I am not saying. I notice that by the questions he asks me.
Well, at our meeting today I immediately blurted out my worries. He just looked kindly at me with a small smile and said,
"My dear (Bock), I have no plans whatsoever to cut you off from medication that you feel is good for you." With that out of the way, we had a good long conversation and he gave the results of all the blood work and tests which apparently indicate that I am in the best of physical health.
Thank for the support guys and girls, big hugs!
P.S. Please also read my friend
Butch Diavolo´s post
"Life without pills?" on his blog
"Butch Ramblings". As I tell him in a comment there, it gives me hope for a future without medication.